*the last week is intensely competitive. i kept the 1st place for the first 2 days, then was replaced by superdbeck. [Thursday night] Given that I just missed 1 trading session (~1/2 mi), thus locking myself in the old positions, the chance of getting a ticket to HK/London is growing dimmer than ever for me.

*however tempting my desire to shoot myself is, i need to learn and move on.

*again, 9 weeks of efforts might be wasted at the last minute. expect the unexpected.

*hope you guys all had fun playing FantasyFutures , which is much different from managing a stock/option portfolio.